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year 1認識的 mentor 將有lunch gathering
自覺無面見人...大概係人生第一次..
不要說還未有offer, 連一個big 4的interview也沒有...(其他interview了的未出result, 也不樂觀)
奇怪
甚至如果不是發生在我身上, 大概我會不相信...
mentor可以分好多種
某些是可以 '比較' 真心傾訴, 某些, 卻是只可報喜
應該去還是不去?
不想自己難受
背著cu pac這個名字,只不斷被 2nd tier的mentor/ non-big 4的人assume最終會走/轉入big 4
不喜歡別人的assumption
更不喜歡自己受不起這些assumption
近來自尊心嚴重受創
人變得越來越沒自信了
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| 這幾個月
突然發現CV會把每個人的生活,人生記下來
突然發現為了CV看起來不太難看,人要努力 '儲' '公司'
突然發現應該從year 1開始就要好好計畫自己該怎樣爭取大公司的internship, 目的是為把大公司的名字寫進CV
原來大學最需要planning
我
CV好唔靚 tim
時間過左就過左
不過還是會明白當初的選擇
得到的, 其實真的不少
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| long time that i havent been feeling so inferior to my fellow classmates...
now is really a time of crisis for me...
always feel so bad, feel so awful when ppl around me discuss their big 4 interviews n partner int stuff...
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i didnt even get one single interview invitation from a big 4......
have been evaluating for the reason...really wanna know why
if they dont want me bcoz i dont perform well in interview, fine, i can only blame myself.
but now the case is they didnt even invite me after personality test/ap test......
wt have i done wrong...
its crazy. i guess my case is one and only one in the whole pac...
am also applying for a lot of other mt posts, n of coz i'd be so happy if i really get any of them, but u know, the success rate is even a lot lower...
where am i going..?
i feel ashamed
wt exactly in me does the big 4s hate??
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| 同mentor lunch
席間狂講拍拖男女朋友關係個d
無奈...
麻煩唔好間單化我地d煩惱 to only either jobhunting or love, 至少本人認為呢個世界還有好多方面
至少此刻,我真心覺得單身貴族 0 responsiblity的enjoyable之處
總覺得呢d事應該係person-based 而唔係time-based, 唔應該因為覺得呢個時間要有所以就去有
緣份,恰巧,刻意
有心人有心的話自會製造
要是兩個根本不同步的人, 在一起只會令自己辛苦
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